If It’s Not God Lyrics – Maddie Zahm

[Chorus]
The chorus delves into the narrator's experiences on Sundays, traditionally a day of religious observance. Worries about disappointing their mother due to unconventional views on love and a sense of being at odds with accepted norms are expressed. The questioning of what kind of love is considered wrong and the assertion that something inside the narrator steers them in a different direction imply a struggle with societal and religious expectations.

[Verse 2]
In the second verse, the lyrics reveal the narrator being labeled a sinner despite their genuine efforts to live a righteous life. The reference to hiding in a bedroom and praying away depression hints at the internal struggles faced. The juxtaposition of sacrificing for eternal life and losing interest in being a conventional wife speaks to the complexities of navigating societal and religious pressures.

[Pre-Chorus]
The repetition of setting oneself on fire and allowing others to label them a liar emphasizes the internal and external conflicts faced by the narrator, hinting at the sacrifices made in the quest for authenticity.

[Chorus]
The chorus reiterates the narrator's concerns about disappointing their mother and not understanding why certain forms of love are considered wrong. The questioning of a father who selectively chooses some and leaves the rest implies a critique of religious judgment. The divergence of the narrator's inner voice from external opinions is emphasized, and the assertion that if it wasn't God, it was the narrator suggests a personal authority in determining their truth.

[Bridge]
The bridge underscores the narrator's sense of empowerment. The declaration "Thank God it was me" expresses gratitude for embracing one's authentic self, regardless of societal or religious expectations. The reference to running in a hurry suggests a decisive departure from conformity.

[Outro]
The outro revisits the narrator's worries about disappointing their mother and the rejection of societal norms regarding love. The assertion that the voice in their head has always been right reinforces the theme of self-trust and authenticity. ...Read Less