Difficult Lyrics – Gracie Abrams

[Verse 1: Gracie Abrams]
My double vision
Is only amplifying everything he isn't
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition, mm
And I've been thinking
If I move out this year, I'll feel my parents slipping
Away and also, I'm just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing, mm

[Chorus: Gracie Abrams]
Oh, I know
Spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult

[Verse 2: Gracie Abrams]
To name this feeling
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving
But over what I never had, so I've been speaking
To my therapist, I call her every weekend, mm
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to?
Was it something that I said that colored you blue? Mm

[Chorus: Gracie Abrams]
Oh, I know
Spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult

[Post-Chorus: Gracie Abrams]
Difficult (I)
Difficult

[Bridge: Gracie Abrams]
I've been drinking
And staying up too late, reliving bad decisions
I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing (Mm)

[Chorus: Gracie Abrams]
Oh, I know
Spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know
Spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
And oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult